Jacklyn – D’ Consciousme

This is another new version of my personal information however I am not the girl who is not ready to face the reality anymore. So, as usual, I am Jacklyn aka Consciousme, the author of this blog. I am now 17 years old and having SPM soon in 3 more months. Just like before, I am still not interested in any fashion but I would like to have a collection of sport shoes

I am in a diet project since July and my due date is November. Stay tune on my blog as I will tell you more about that once a while. It is kinda like reporting my physical state to everyone of you xD My mother bought me jogging machine for this project. I really appreciate her and that really helped me a lot to lose weight in constant number within a week. I can’t imagine how I gonna look like in future but I think at least I will more confidence than now and have high self esteem.

Old part and Old Story

I come from a small town in Malaysia which is at the edge of Sabah, named Sandakan. This town have many names. Sandakan = The natural city = Blackout city = Little Hong Kong = The left behind of West Malaysia. West Malaysian think that we live on trees, walk by legs wherever we want to go, cook with wood, bath in the rivers and conclusion, they are degrading us. We have brick or wooden house. We have shops, roads, cars, public vehicles, water and electricity supply (Most of the time, Yeah!) However, there are quite a lot West Malaysian in Sandakan and that lead me to a question. If West Malaysian really think that we are live on trees and bath in the rivers and live like an uncultured people, why they are still coming here? Think about that.

I am educated in a Chinese primary school since kindergarten until primary school but I am educated in a Malay school when I get into secondary school. However, with God’s grace, I learn all my English in church and from reading the Bible. I still remember the first time I communicate with the pastors from western countries with my English that I thought it is broken but I still got praises from them for being a Chinese yet I can speak well. I really felt that I am more confidence when I speak English and using it to communicate with others. I don’t know why I felt this way, perhaps it is because this is the first language that I really put effort to learn that well and keep on improving and using it to communicate with others.

I can be a study person and also a not study person, just depends on my will. I can be lazy and extremely lazy. I can be very hardworking until I overwhelmed myself with my stress. My gang know me well about that. My favourite subjects in school are English, Modern Maths, Biology, Physics, Moral (Many people hate this) and History. I don’t really like Malay and Chinese because they bring lots of problem to me. A lot of essays and analyzing the literature. I love reading but not analyzing story. Damn boring and suck..

I can speak 6 kind of languages: Chinese, Cantonese, English, Malay, Hakka and Hokkien. Mostly in my life, I will only speak Chinese, English and Malay in school, Cantonese with my mom, Hakka and Hokkien during CNY or gathering with my relatives. Honestly, I hate Hokkien because I can’t get it right and people always laugh at me.

I love books, music, and music instruments. My understanding toward a passage is usually faster than my friends because I love reading and I can understand something fast when I read them. I used to be the participant of many questions and answering competition since my primary school. Music is my lover and my pheromone. Pheromone is a kind of chemical that released by living things (human or animals ) and they could make people have the feelings of love and being loved and of course, different people have different pheromone. I guess music might be is the source for my body to produce pheromone. Lol… When I listen music, especially classical music like piano solo or duet, I felt loved. That’s why my first relationship happened but after 4 years I tend to be quite rational person. When I know that it is music that he played make me feel love, I decided to walk away from this relationship because there will be nothing at last because I love the music that he played but not him and well, there are still many stories about it which I couldn’t share to everyone of you. I can play piano, guitar and drum. I served as a pianist in my church children ministry and I give thanks to God that He gave me this wonderful talent.

If you want to know more about me, add me at  [jacklyn_undo@hotmail.com]

For regular readers, I wish you will continue enjoy my life story.

For new comers, welcome to my life